THE NIGHT KIBERA FIRE THAT KILLED 5PEOPLE AND ALSO LEAVING ME WITH NOTHING BUT ALIVE GIVING THE TESTMONY ON WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT.

Thursday date 5 last week but one at 9pm i was having my supper as usual suddenly i heard noise from my neighbor house screaming smoke!!!,smoke!!! her son who was within was also screaming fire!!! fire!!! on coming out of our house the whole corridor outside our cloths a shop was full of smoke which in my senses it was a smell of bed mattresses burning in flames inside our neighbor's shop which was apart from a business shop but also a home to the five family members who perished on that my God rest their souls in peace.

On trying our best to save some of our things all was in vain because the fire was spreading at a high speed because within 20minutes our whole both shop and our house holds all my certificates were on fire we saved our lives nothing else.

on my side the only cloths and the open shoes i wore that night of terror were the only thing i saved but our whole family was save and sound despite of losing everything but to my cousin and her family never made it because the fire started at their place i think even before the fire caught them they were already suffocated by the huge smoke of mattress that was coming out  of the fire. 

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This Saturday we traveled to kitui town a small village called zambani

ZAMBANI ROCK

where my cousin and  his family  burial of five took place the burial was full of tears but God kept us strong we buried the victims that day my GOD keep the whole family in calm because it is too hard to bear a pain that you have your son and on top that all a family perished.I curse the fire," its better a thief than fire" in kibera.I used to heard fire!!! fire!!!! and go and help to put it off but that night it was me who was screaming fire!!!,fire!!! to get the help i never believed that one day all our belong would perish in kibera fire but that night i was proved wrong

But i thank GOD i come out alive and to all gave me support like sitawa thanks so much you help me so much thanks once again.

                                the next post i will post a video of a small video clip that i tried my best to take that night of fire to keep the memories

WHY? THIS FEELING(a spoken word)

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People living with epilepsy live in a world full of confusion.

everyday blaiming themselves why they were born in this condition.

a feeling of thinking like it was a corruption

 done during their creation

.but in the end they accept their life situation.

what is killing them is stigmatization.

stigmatization to people its like a promotion.

they spread it in wide area creating attention.

and hatred towards epilepsy people in large population.

let's stop this thing called stigmatization and instead show love and happiness.

towards this people with epilepsy not letting them grew bitterness.

inside their hearts they need kindness.

like any other person can get in the society. I know this months is of mental health awareness and I know Sitawa you are doing a great Job to create the awareness this month keep it up Sitawa.

AT KAREN MEDICAL CAMP

Last weeked i was at Eagles Christian Church - Karen's medical camp where we talked to people about mental health and demonstrated epilepsy first aid

grace demonstrating epilepsy fast aid

WISH THE DREAM WAS TRUE

Morning dear friends its another crazy monday as usual.How does it feel to dream of having something that you wanted so much and you were in need of,this is what happen yesterday at night while having my comfort sleep, i dreamed that it was my birthday and people were enjoying themselves and it came a time to give out gifts the first gift was a laptop, i never so who gave it to me and funny thing after being given i saw myself not in my happybirthday party but in my room blogging using the laptop,but with no minute i was wokeup by a loud sound of my young sister calling me in the morning.I felt bad i wished the dream was real,because i really struggle alot to such of some small money like ''50bob'' to go to cyber cafe to blog, even you find thats not enough because if you are not well with the key board you headup spending alot, sitawa teached us how to blog and by then we were about 20 students, but now we are about 5 who are blogging.But even you find out of those 5, 2/3 are only active this is led to due to lack of unreachable cybercafe,expensive ones and lack of passion towards blogging, but the 5 students we are doing our best to reach our high levels in blogging.Wish my yesterday's dream comes true,dispite that i stay in kibera that never let me down at any time in my live, i love my hood soooo much.

5.TYPES OF MEN YOU SHOULD NEVER RELATE WITH LADIES

5. types of men whom we should never relate with they include: 1.Men who like using girl in order to get what they want.They may do this by giving then gifts such as necklece,money and other promise that at the end are never been fulfilled. 2.Men who pregnat ladies and dump them usually,this is whats happening in my hood most of girl have babys but no fathers,this is painfull lets stop this mens! As a man too i got feeling i can't deniel my own blood and dump it. 3. Men who use there power or strength to benefit and sutisfy there thirst with innocent girls i curse them. 4.men who abuse there own innocent daughters or relatives aslo taking advatages to maid workers in their homes God will deal with them dearly. 5.last and not the list Men who take advantage on people with disabilities and other life sicknesies like epilypse and other mental health illness. This what happen to innocent young girls they start dating with Men and on the road of dating they mess up,the girl may fall in a trap thinking that the guy loves them but in real sence the dudes dont.girls forget that there is very big different between love and lust(desire). Love focuses in the welfare of the other person but lust does not,in lust one got attracted to other person for a short while and a short period of time and this happens to most distance relationships who never meet often.Men lets minimize its too much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITAWA

Even though your birthday passed this week without my recognition  i take this my every own time to wish you happy birthday and may God grand you more strength and add you more years to come next time we will be waiting.

INTERNATIONAL YOUTHS DAY 2014

Last week I was supposed to write an article about on Tuesday’s international youth’s day event which was held in KICC but due to some inconvenience I didn’t make it. First again I thank madam sitawa for organizing all possible means for us to make it to the event that Tuesday if it wasn’t for her I couldn’t attend the function that day I do thank her a lot for her efforts.

WITH MY FRIENDS

The program started with a word of prayer followed by a bit of avril music kitu kimoja to warm the youths because the coldness was killing everyone because since the weather was not conducive that day.

 But the song really warmed everyone was at its best shaking and flexibiliting their bodies even sitawa was on fire dancing trying is best to shake away the cold,

sitawa at her high levels

after the avril song the presentation began and because the topic was youth and mental health so sitawa was to start by giving a speech and sharing a little bit of her life difficulties’ which was touching and inspiring to many.

sitawa poem screening

sitawa reading her poem

The program continue and in the end bahati concluded the program with her latest song barua after that is was a brief session of taking photos where I got a chance to take a photo with Bahati and Avril the Kenyan celebrities to me it was unbelievable to see myself on a photo with avril

a photo with avril at international youths day

and bahati

woah! And to get to visit around the tents also a good time to mingle and share a lot from other youths after that we had a well prepared lunch and I really enjoyed the day thanks to sitawa wow!








a photo with bahati at kicc international youths day







                                                             _THANKS AGAIN SITAWA-

NAMBA NANE

on friday something happen to my fellow youths in kibera namba nane there was a demolition going on and small working stores were demolished by city council of nairobi leaving some with no hope on what to do next,i know due to that they will turn back to there before life in the streets and thats too bad.wish government gave enough time to evacuate or showing them a place to move to 

MEN WE LIE TO GAIN

I have heard from our ladies and I think guys you will agree with me that with what they have said about us guys. Is it true that before we win our ladies heart we lie a lot to them.

To me it’s true, take for example I live in kibera and am dating a girl from a rich family, so to me the fast time to meet with the girl I must lie because the fast confrontation will be hard to me to tell her that I come from kibera and bla!bla!,in my mind what comes his that when I will tell the girl, the truth that I come from kibera she may reject me, but when I tell the girl that I live in Runda or other rich estate she will accept me.

Then there after when I eventually wins her heart that’s the right time to tell her the truth, us guys we suffer from our lies and that’s true take for example you have walk about 10kilometres so as to meet the girl when you reach before the girl when the girl arrives you tell her that you have come with a matatu and you know you are lying because you didn’t board any matatu.

And that’s why I want to tell ladies to listen to the song called”ULIZA KIATU” the song explains all why us men we do that. We lie to gain nothing but true love that we feel towards you girls. This is because we lie from our hearts not from our minds.