WHY? THIS FEELING(a spoken word)

internet photo

internet photo

People living with epilepsy live in a world full of confusion.

everyday blaiming themselves why they were born in this condition.

a feeling of thinking like it was a corruption

 done during their creation

.but in the end they accept their life situation.

what is killing them is stigmatization.

stigmatization to people its like a promotion.

they spread it in wide area creating attention.

and hatred towards epilepsy people in large population.

let's stop this thing called stigmatization and instead show love and happiness.

towards this people with epilepsy not letting them grew bitterness.

inside their hearts they need kindness.

like any other person can get in the society. I know this months is of mental health awareness and I know Sitawa you are doing a great Job to create the awareness this month keep it up Sitawa.

AT KAREN MEDICAL CAMP

Last weeked i was at Eagles Christian Church - Karen's medical camp where we talked to people about mental health and demonstrated epilepsy first aid

grace demonstrating epilepsy fast aid

WISH THE DREAM WAS TRUE

Morning dear friends its another crazy monday as usual.How does it feel to dream of having something that you wanted so much and you were in need of,this is what happen yesterday at night while having my comfort sleep, i dreamed that it was my birthday and people were enjoying themselves and it came a time to give out gifts the first gift was a laptop, i never so who gave it to me and funny thing after being given i saw myself not in my happybirthday party but in my room blogging using the laptop,but with no minute i was wokeup by a loud sound of my young sister calling me in the morning.I felt bad i wished the dream was real,because i really struggle alot to such of some small money like ''50bob'' to go to cyber cafe to blog, even you find thats not enough because if you are not well with the key board you headup spending alot, sitawa teached us how to blog and by then we were about 20 students, but now we are about 5 who are blogging.But even you find out of those 5, 2/3 are only active this is led to due to lack of unreachable cybercafe,expensive ones and lack of passion towards blogging, but the 5 students we are doing our best to reach our high levels in blogging.Wish my yesterday's dream comes true,dispite that i stay in kibera that never let me down at any time in my live, i love my hood soooo much.

5.TYPES OF MEN YOU SHOULD NEVER RELATE WITH LADIES

5. types of men whom we should never relate with they include: 1.Men who like using girl in order to get what they want.They may do this by giving then gifts such as necklece,money and other promise that at the end are never been fulfilled. 2.Men who pregnat ladies and dump them usually,this is whats happening in my hood most of girl have babys but no fathers,this is painfull lets stop this mens! As a man too i got feeling i can't deniel my own blood and dump it. 3. Men who use there power or strength to benefit and sutisfy there thirst with innocent girls i curse them. 4.men who abuse there own innocent daughters or relatives aslo taking advatages to maid workers in their homes God will deal with them dearly. 5.last and not the list Men who take advantage on people with disabilities and other life sicknesies like epilypse and other mental health illness. This what happen to innocent young girls they start dating with Men and on the road of dating they mess up,the girl may fall in a trap thinking that the guy loves them but in real sence the dudes dont.girls forget that there is very big different between love and lust(desire). Love focuses in the welfare of the other person but lust does not,in lust one got attracted to other person for a short while and a short period of time and this happens to most distance relationships who never meet often.Men lets minimize its too much.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITAWA

Even though your birthday passed this week without my recognition  i take this my every own time to wish you happy birthday and may God grand you more strength and add you more years to come next time we will be waiting.

INTERNATIONAL YOUTHS DAY 2014

Last week I was supposed to write an article about on Tuesday’s international youth’s day event which was held in KICC but due to some inconvenience I didn’t make it. First again I thank madam sitawa for organizing all possible means for us to make it to the event that Tuesday if it wasn’t for her I couldn’t attend the function that day I do thank her a lot for her efforts.

WITH MY FRIENDS

The program started with a word of prayer followed by a bit of avril music kitu kimoja to warm the youths because the coldness was killing everyone because since the weather was not conducive that day.

 But the song really warmed everyone was at its best shaking and flexibiliting their bodies even sitawa was on fire dancing trying is best to shake away the cold,

sitawa at her high levels

after the avril song the presentation began and because the topic was youth and mental health so sitawa was to start by giving a speech and sharing a little bit of her life difficulties’ which was touching and inspiring to many.

sitawa poem screening

sitawa reading her poem

The program continue and in the end bahati concluded the program with her latest song barua after that is was a brief session of taking photos where I got a chance to take a photo with Bahati and Avril the Kenyan celebrities to me it was unbelievable to see myself on a photo with avril

a photo with avril at international youths day

and bahati

woah! And to get to visit around the tents also a good time to mingle and share a lot from other youths after that we had a well prepared lunch and I really enjoyed the day thanks to sitawa wow!








a photo with bahati at kicc international youths day







                                                             _THANKS AGAIN SITAWA-

NAMBA NANE

on friday something happen to my fellow youths in kibera namba nane there was a demolition going on and small working stores were demolished by city council of nairobi leaving some with no hope on what to do next,i know due to that they will turn back to there before life in the streets and thats too bad.wish government gave enough time to evacuate or showing them a place to move to 

MEN WE LIE TO GAIN

I have heard from our ladies and I think guys you will agree with me that with what they have said about us guys. Is it true that before we win our ladies heart we lie a lot to them.

To me it’s true, take for example I live in kibera and am dating a girl from a rich family, so to me the fast time to meet with the girl I must lie because the fast confrontation will be hard to me to tell her that I come from kibera and bla!bla!,in my mind what comes his that when I will tell the girl, the truth that I come from kibera she may reject me, but when I tell the girl that I live in Runda or other rich estate she will accept me.

Then there after when I eventually wins her heart that’s the right time to tell her the truth, us guys we suffer from our lies and that’s true take for example you have walk about 10kilometres so as to meet the girl when you reach before the girl when the girl arrives you tell her that you have come with a matatu and you know you are lying because you didn’t board any matatu.

And that’s why I want to tell ladies to listen to the song called”ULIZA KIATU” the song explains all why us men we do that. We lie to gain nothing but true love that we feel towards you girls. This is because we lie from our hearts not from our minds.

GOD HAD YOU IN MIND

i read a quote on my friends novel that says"everyone in this earth was not born of accident because even before the universe was created or your mother discovered that she was pregnant of you,GOD had you in mind and planned you for is purpose" so if you are a youth and you feel life on you side has crashed and you think of yourself has a useless,or feel like it was a mistake of being born on these earth,let me tell you never think of yourself like that because if it was like that i could have ended my life long time ago why?this is because i stay in kibera where everytime there is person dead,someone screaming because she has been robbed and that robber might be your father or your friend,relative or myself and it is a hood full of poverty, but i never give up i had to do what i can to servive and i made it i schooled in five different schools not that i was a bad kid but to due to lack of money.By that time my parents had no permanent jobs that could pay all my school fee but they tried their best that why even today i thank them for making sure i had my education,so if you are out there and you feel like you want to give up don,t because the quote said that God had you in his mind and planned you for a purpose. i love my hood KIBERA

internet photo of kibera

LETS UNITY THIS NATION KENYANS TOGETHER WE CAN.

lets unity this nation.

This Sunday on 06/07/2014 it will be a big day to all Kenyans because it will be a nation prayer day due to insecurity and tension about on Monday dialogue day which will be on sabasaba .this thing about sabasaba rallies has bring tension to Kenyans such that some are fleeing from urban to rural area for their security purpose, they are fearing that on Monday can turn to violence day when they remember 2008 post election violence, am appealing to all Kenyans that this Sunday it will be nation prayer day to pray to our country Kenya for insecurity purpose and remind you don’t take Monday has violence day but dialogue day and I will pray a lot Monday to be a peaceful day ,as Kenyans we should not be divided by our tribes we are one as our nation anthem significant that we stay with peace and liberty.

O God of all creation
Bless this our land and nation
Justice be our shield and defender
May we dwell in unity
Peace and liberty
Plenty be found within our borders.
Black-the indigenous Kenyan people.
Let one and all arise
With hearts both strong and true
Service be our earnest endeavor
And our homeland of Kenya
Heritage of splendor
Firm may we stand to defend.
Red-the blood that was shed in the fight for independence.
Let all with one accord
In common bond united
Build this our nation together
And the glory of Kenya
The fruit of our labor
Fill every heart with thanksgiving.

Green-Kenya's rich agricultural land and natural resources.

let all of us Kenyans unity this land our past fathers fought for it for us let us not be the first to destroy it so on this let us commit ourselves to pray to our nation and please Kenyans let us be calm and maintain peace.

SUICIDE

suicide is  when one feels and decides to take is own life for several reasons 

1. GUILTINESS-for instant in my hood that is kibera youth commit suicide due to guiltiness  when one commit abortion she feels that guiltiness that she killed an innocent child and that thing stays in her mind and heart and can  lead to her to committing suicide.
2. DOMESTIC VIOLENCE-i can say its common happens with military or soldiers who are high tempered when they got in a domestic violence in their homes they use their gun to end their families life and their's too,in other cases others use knives and other tool the whole thing about domestic violence is led by either lack of trust in marriage,pressure from both families and many more from close friends.
3. DEPRESSION-is feeling helpless,hopeless especial when one is either has a certain sickness like HIV/Aids one feels neglected,hopeless and worthless and feels to end her own life.and many other feelings.

                  we can prevent suicidal commitment thoughts by talking to people which is the key thing and telling them to express their feeling and thought toward their life,then showing love and encouraging hopeless ones and not neglecting others due one's sickness or being physically challenged everyone is equal to other lets do that and we will help a lot to those who wanted to commit suicide or ready to the action.

THANKS SITAWA

Have you ever learnt something new in your life that you haven’t learnt before and felt to say thank you? Yes I have learnt a lot from sitawa and I have felt to say thank you because I have known how to blog through her,learnt more about mental health and many activities that we learnt together with my colleagues  in our institution but lot of thanks am sending to my  I.T teacher Mr. Kenyatta  who through him I knew sitawa if it wasn’t of him I could never ever known  someone by the name sitawa, thanks Mr. Kenyatta.

 Through sitawa life experience and despite what happen to her she didn’t give up in life she continued with life and now she narrates her past life and encourages other to cope with life despite what happened to you in your past life.

prayer time

certicate issue time

 Her life story touched my heart and felt that despite that I live in kibera which is full of poverty and a lot of staff I must be proud and try my best to improve my hood. Thanks sitawa you have lighted me because there before I felt like am in darkness but now I feel like am in light.On Tuesday you arranged a graduation ceremony and we enjoyed the food and in the end we got certificates from you thanks for that too,the 14weeks we have learnt with you we have learnt a lot to others it was hard to complete the 14week but to me I thank God I made it those 14weeks but they also benefitted a lot.Thanks and keep it up SITAWA.

 Thanks sitawa I do appreciate whatever you have done and continue teaching others to balance their life despite what happens to them.

THANKS YOU INSPIRED ME.