GOD HAD YOU IN MIND

i read a quote on my friends novel that says"everyone in this earth was not born of accident because even before the universe was created or your mother discovered that she was pregnant of you,GOD had you in mind and planned you for is purpose" so if you are a youth and you feel life on you side has crashed and you think of yourself has a useless,or feel like it was a mistake of being born on these earth,let me tell you never think of yourself like that because if it was like that i could have ended my life long time ago why?this is because i stay in kibera where everytime there is person dead,someone screaming because she has been robbed and that robber might be your father or your friend,relative or myself and it is a hood full of poverty, but i never give up i had to do what i can to servive and i made it i schooled in five different schools not that i was a bad kid but to due to lack of money.By that time my parents had no permanent jobs that could pay all my school fee but they tried their best that why even today i thank them for making sure i had my education,so if you are out there and you feel like you want to give up don,t because the quote said that God had you in his mind and planned you for a purpose. i love my hood KIBERA

internet photo of kibera

LETS UNITY THIS NATION KENYANS TOGETHER WE CAN.

lets unity this nation.

This Sunday on 06/07/2014 it will be a big day to all Kenyans because it will be a nation prayer day due to insecurity and tension about on Monday dialogue day which will be on sabasaba .this thing about sabasaba rallies has bring tension to Kenyans such that some are fleeing from urban to rural area for their security purpose, they are fearing that on Monday can turn to violence day when they remember 2008 post election violence, am appealing to all Kenyans that this Sunday it will be nation prayer day to pray to our country Kenya for insecurity purpose and remind you don’t take Monday has violence day but dialogue day and I will pray a lot Monday to be a peaceful day ,as Kenyans we should not be divided by our tribes we are one as our nation anthem significant that we stay with peace and liberty.

O God of all creation
Bless this our land and nation
Justice be our shield and defender
May we dwell in unity
Peace and liberty
Plenty be found within our borders.
Black-the indigenous Kenyan people.
Let one and all arise
With hearts both strong and true
Service be our earnest endeavor
And our homeland of Kenya
Heritage of splendor
Firm may we stand to defend.
Red-the blood that was shed in the fight for independence.
Let all with one accord
In common bond united
Build this our nation together
And the glory of Kenya
The fruit of our labor
Fill every heart with thanksgiving.

Green-Kenya's rich agricultural land and natural resources.

let all of us Kenyans unity this land our past fathers fought for it for us let us not be the first to destroy it so on this let us commit ourselves to pray to our nation and please Kenyans let us be calm and maintain peace.

SUICIDE

suicide is  when one feels and decides to take is own life for several reasons 

1. GUILTINESS-for instant in my hood that is kibera youth commit suicide due to guiltiness  when one commit abortion she feels that guiltiness that she killed an innocent child and that thing stays in her mind and heart and can  lead to her to committing suicide.
2. DOMESTIC VIOLENCE-i can say its common happens with military or soldiers who are high tempered when they got in a domestic violence in their homes they use their gun to end their families life and their's too,in other cases others use knives and other tool the whole thing about domestic violence is led by either lack of trust in marriage,pressure from both families and many more from close friends.
3. DEPRESSION-is feeling helpless,hopeless especial when one is either has a certain sickness like HIV/Aids one feels neglected,hopeless and worthless and feels to end her own life.and many other feelings.

                  we can prevent suicidal commitment thoughts by talking to people which is the key thing and telling them to express their feeling and thought toward their life,then showing love and encouraging hopeless ones and not neglecting others due one's sickness or being physically challenged everyone is equal to other lets do that and we will help a lot to those who wanted to commit suicide or ready to the action.

THANKS SITAWA

Have you ever learnt something new in your life that you haven’t learnt before and felt to say thank you? Yes I have learnt a lot from sitawa and I have felt to say thank you because I have known how to blog through her,learnt more about mental health and many activities that we learnt together with my colleagues  in our institution but lot of thanks am sending to my  I.T teacher Mr. Kenyatta  who through him I knew sitawa if it wasn’t of him I could never ever known  someone by the name sitawa, thanks Mr. Kenyatta.

 Through sitawa life experience and despite what happen to her she didn’t give up in life she continued with life and now she narrates her past life and encourages other to cope with life despite what happened to you in your past life.

prayer time

certicate issue time

 Her life story touched my heart and felt that despite that I live in kibera which is full of poverty and a lot of staff I must be proud and try my best to improve my hood. Thanks sitawa you have lighted me because there before I felt like am in darkness but now I feel like am in light.On Tuesday you arranged a graduation ceremony and we enjoyed the food and in the end we got certificates from you thanks for that too,the 14weeks we have learnt with you we have learnt a lot to others it was hard to complete the 14week but to me I thank God I made it those 14weeks but they also benefitted a lot.Thanks and keep it up SITAWA.

 Thanks sitawa I do appreciate whatever you have done and continue teaching others to balance their life despite what happens to them.

THANKS YOU INSPIRED ME.

OPPOSITE WORD

I have come to realize that in real life sense everything in this word is opposite why? do i say so.example a family which is rich full of luxury but there is no love in the family,take another example a family full of poverty but full of love and happiness,this comes to my anttention that when you are young and you admired to be a doctor,enginer or somebody else you wanted  to be in life you grow up in your mind you are sure when you grow up you will  be what you wanted to be but what happen when you grow up is everything turns opposite to what you admired to be if you wanted to be a doctor you find yourself a driver.This is what happen when our first parents messed up on the garden of Eden everything became opposite, first what went opposite is love that is instead of Cain loving is brother Abel even if Abel's offering towards God was pleasing he grew haterade and killed is brother,to us this is what happens to us nowdays we always grew haterade inside our heart and end up doing bad things to others that make us regrate in our way forward life.So to 21century people love to us is cracking away from our heart let try to rebond it just a bit of it and God will have mercy on us and answer our prayers.